i owe an apology.

To Craig.

I have been a pill lately.

At the drop of a hat my mood can turn from great to bad.

I'm frazzled, at wits end and seems like when I want to have a pity party I have no problem digging myself into that hole.

I've been negative.

Thinking of all the things I can't have yet.

Frustrated with myself and then getting more frustrated and disappointed with myself for acting that way.

I know it bothers him when he sees me sad.

I'm so sorry babe. I will be better.

I love you.