I have been a pill lately.
At the drop of a hat my mood can turn from great to bad.
I'm frazzled, at wits end and seems like when I want to have a pity party I have no problem digging myself into that hole.
I've been negative.
Thinking of all the things I can't have yet.
Frustrated with myself and then getting more frustrated and disappointed with myself for acting that way.
I know it bothers him when he sees me sad.
I'm so sorry babe. I will be better.
I love you.